Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Journey of the Sixth Sense




Let the sunrise bring hope where it once was forgotten.

-Iron & Wine

Fish! Fish! Vegetables, fruit, right here! Chickens! It’s just past sunrise and the markets in the alleys of the medina are bustling with vendors and shoppers alike. All of the products are fresh off the farm or sea. I can hardly hear myself think over all of the commotion. My eyes are dizzy from searching for a place to set their focus. I feel the crunch of dirt, trash, and animal feces beneath my feet. My nose is working overtime filing through all the scents filling the air of the marketplace. I try to hold on to the remaining flavor of my gum, but the taste of chalky air vies for a place on my taste buds over the potent smell of dead fish. My travels in Spain have merely been training for the battle my senses face today…

My adventures have taken me to a new continent and new culture.

Morocco boasts of nearly 35 million people in a land slightly larger than the state of California. Ninety-nine percent of the country is Muslim. Here, religion is more than just a bumper sticker on your car. Religion is culture. Religion is a way of life. Everything goes back to it.

Before I get too carried away, let me start at the beginning of my journey to Morocco.

Amanda and I raced to catch our bus on Friday as packing took longer than expected, but we did finally hop on our bus to join our friends on a adventure to a whole new world…After a bus ride we hopped on a ferry that took us across the strait of Gibraltar. ¡Qué bonito! The sea was beautiful and we, of course, got the best seats we could find aside from the VIP club. After the one hour ferry ride, I placed my feet on African soil. However, this was not yet Morocco. Spain has some territory, Ceuta, on the tip of Africa, just north of Morocco. After a very brief bus ride, we arrived at the Moroccan border. I thought I was on the set of a movie. While getting our passports stamped and bags searched, a man in a white coat entered on the bus. He pointed a little black gadget at each of our foreheads where a red laser dot would appear. After reviewing the information on his gadget he would move on to the next passenger. We were having our temperature taken before crossing the border. You can never be too careful when it comes to Gripe A (Swine Flu). While waiting to have my temp taken I stared out the window. Long lines of cars and people. High fences. Men in uniforms that looked as if they belonged to the 1970s. Guns, big guns- and I don’t mean muscles. To my right I see a man who has fashioned some kind of pulley system with which he is raising up a large cardboard box over the towering fence. To my left are men dressed in dark clothing leaning against white vans with blacked-out windows. There’s a mattress. There’s a washing machine. There’s 18lbs. of garbage. Lots of loitering. We finally pass inspection with border patrol and are allowed to proceed to a whole new world of camels, desert, and magic carpets!

Ok, maybe I’ve seen Disney’s Aladdin one too many times. Actually, Morocco is a mountainous country full of luscious green pastures and grazing livestock. It is beautiful. During our trip we visited several cities, rode camels, ate true Moroccan cuisine (I drool just thinking of that couscous), sipped on tea- the best tea I’ve ever had might I add- stared in awe at the meeting of the seas (Atlantic and Mediterranean) in Tanger, witnessed an African sunrise over the mountains, and experienced culture. Being the fair-skinned blond that I am, I might have stuck out a little bit. In fact, I stuck out for the sheer fact that I’m female. Most women do not go out in public unless they are grocery shopping or at the mosque. The décor is like a fiesta for your eyes: bold and popping colors, hundreds of shapes and designs. Five times a day we heard the call to prayer. Young kids shouted profanities at us as it was the only English they knew. Women washed their clothes in the river. Vendors followed us through the streets trying to convince us of the best sales. Tips are expected for any and every little thing, but bargaining is welcome. Streets are narrow. Cats are everywhere. Uniformed men with machine guns are not out of the ordinary.

It is incredible to see a place of such contrasts. In the same country you have some of the world’s richest and most successful businessman walking the streets where women, children, and disabled beg. There is religion. There is deception. A beautiful country searching for something that they cannot grasp. Being in Morocco reminded me that you don’t have to be staring blankly at a map to be lost. These people believe they have all they answers, but they lack the true knowledge of a savior who loves them and requires nothing of them, but simply accepting His gift of life eternal…There is hope for them, the Lord has not forgotten.

I do not have enough space in this blog to truly enlighten you about my time in Morocco, the sights, smells, sounds, tastes, and feelings. But one of the greatest things that came from my trip was the journey of the 6th sense. No, I didn’t see any dead people, but I did let my imagination run wild. I imagined what it was like to live as a Muslim woman in a male-dominated culture. I put myself in the shoes of the first pioneers of North Africa. I was at one moment a street vendor and the next a fire dancer. In the journey of my mind I flew on magic carpets and lived in a hut in the mountains with my goats. I was a businessman. I was a gypsy. I let my mind take me where my five senses could not go…the greatest journey sparked by a unique culture.

Shokran, Morocco, Shokran.

**Shokran means “thank you” in Arabic

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

To Kids From One to Ninety-Two


“Youth is not a period of time. It is a state of mind, a result of the will, a quality of the imagination, a victory of courage over timidity, of the taste for adventure over the love of comfort. A man doesn’t grow old because he has lived a certain number of years. A man grows old when he deserts his ideal. The years may wrinkle his skin, but deserting his ideal wrinkles his soul. Preoccupations, fears, doubts, and despair are the enemies which slowly bow us toward earth and turn us into dust before death. You will remain young as long as you are open to what is beautiful, good, and great; receptive to the messages of other men and women, of nature, and of God. If one day you should become bitter, pessimistic, and gnawed by despair, may God have mercy on your old man’s soul." -General Douglas MacArthur

As I celebrated my 22nd birthday last week, I began to think about age, my life, my purpose. We’ve all heard the question, “where do you see yourself in five years?”, haven’t we? Well, five years ago I was 17 years old in the midst of my junior year of high school. I had no idea who I was or who I wanted to be. The important things in life consisted of cheerleading, national honor society, and which dress to wear to homecoming. Frankly, at 17, I had no idea where I’d be in five days, let alone five years. Now, as the Spanish say, I have 22 years and still don’t really know who I am or what I want to be- in the world’s terms. But truly, if you ask me who I am today, at 22, I can give you a definite answer. I will say more than “Carrie Hokanson, senior International Business major at Texas A&M University currently studying in Granada, Spain.” I am more than the daughter of Lynn and Marty, sister of Chris and Leslie…

I am a daughter of the King. (Ezekiel 16:1-14)

I am a jar of clay, bearing the treasure of the truth that is in Christ. (2 Corinthians 4)

I am salt. I am light. I am a fresh aroma. (Matthew 5:13-16, 2 Cor. 2:15-17)

I am a ragamuffin saved by the blood of Christ, made complete and perfect in His love. (1 Corinthians 13:10, 1 John 4:12, 16)

I do not know what job I will have when I graduate, where I will live, who I will marry or when, or even how many more birthdays I will celebrate on this earth, but I do know that while I am here, I am to know Christ and make Him known. So I will not fret as another year goes by and the unknowns increase. I will take joy in the adventure ahead and not settle for complacency or be held back by fear.

I want to Learn. Discover. Grow. Learning requires trying new things, trying “strange” things, trying old things one more time, finding out how to see and do things differently than “the way it should be.” Discovery requires throwing inhibitions and preconceived notions out the window and opening the door to your imagination. Growth requires the willingness to change and be humbled. One thing you can pretty much always guarantee to come paired with growth is failure. Before we ever succeed, we are probably going to fail a thousand times, but in that failure we have experiences in which we learn. We discover. We grow. The eyes of our soul are opened to who we are and who we can become, and to a world much larger than ourselves.

I write this not to romanticize a life that is hard, but to encourage you to let your wrinkles tell stories of a life that has been a great journey, rather than the markings of stress and anxiety. May the sweat on your brow come from dancing on the mountain top, rather than pacing in the valley. So, go ahead, dust off those hiking boots and start your journey. Do not end another day in regret. Be joyful always.

“We are born with potential, but we are not supposed to die with it.” –Erwin Macmanus

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Dr. Atkins Would NOT Approve!

So what do they eat in Spain anyway?

Sometimes I feel as if I’m motivational speaker, Matt Foley, living on a diet of meat and cheese…and, yes, I do live down by a river- just not in a van.

The 3 main food groups in Spain just so happen to be queso, pan y jamon. That’s right folks, cheese, bread, and ham. They even have museums they love ham so much.

Before I go on, let me explain to you a daily eating routine in the life of a Spaniard.

8 or 9 AM: Wake up, go to work

10 AM: Go out for coffee and piece of toast for breakfast

2 or 3 PM: Lunch- biggest meal of the day, followed by siesta (Yes, they still practice the art of the siesta. Everything closes around 2 PM and reopens around 5 or 6 PM- except on Fridays in which most businesses do not reopen after siesta. Everyone eats a nice, big meal and takes a nap. The streets are empty. Seriously.)

9 or 10 PM: Small dinner, usually comprised of leftovers

Midnight or later: Head out to the tapas bars for drinks and appetizers

**Some meals I’ve eaten since living in Spain**

-Bocadillos galore! (baby sandwiches usually consisting of ham and goat cheese)

-pasta con pollo (pasta with chicken)

-arroz con pollo (rice with chicken)

-ham and cheese crepes

-couscous

-pot roast (it wasn’t really pot roast, but it’s the closest thing I can think to compare it to)

-lentil soup

-tortilla española (this is not the tortilla you’re thinking of, these are Spanish! They are similar to some kind of egg/potato quiche and can be served with salsa, as a sandwich, or by itself)

-flan or yogurt for desert at dinner

-everyday for breakfast I eat two pieces of toast, one with some kind of apple sauce concoction and the other smothered in Nutella (a chocolate-hazelnut spread) topped with banana slices. This is always paired with a cup of tea.

-the ice cream is AMAZING here and all of the ice cream shops close sometime in October so I am certainly getting my fair share while I can! Most “heladarias” put a lot of effort into their presentation, it’s quite spectacular with real fruit pieces, flowers, etc.

-at many restaurants it's the same price or cheaper to drink beer or wine, over a soda. And good luck finding free H2O.

-and those TAPAS…The way tapas (appetizers) bars work usually goes something like this: you buy a drink, get some appetizers like French fries, calamari, little bagel sandwiches, pasta salad, ham slices and the like for a small fee or for free!


Bread is served at every meal, along with queso blanco (white cheese). And I eat it. And I like it.

Let’s eat!